go to my new xanga =D

I wont be writing in this one ne mores.

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HaPpY 16th BiRtHdAY tO dReNa!! =D

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DAMMIT!! Xanga frickin lost my entry. now i gotta type again. I dont really remember wat i wrote. haha.

hmm....today was pretty good. Found out I got a 94% on my Oedipus final essay. YAY! I really thought I was gonna do HORRIBLE on that. =D So that started my day awesome. Also, my grades for 3rd quarter are looking good. =D. Then did our interview skit for patria, kinda just winged it. didnt even know who was going to be in my group. hahaha. Then, we had a sub for Fugman! ohh yeah!! haha the sub was nice too. so that was a good ending to skool.

So at home I was making chocolate chip brownies, so there I am mixing everything rite, n my (older) brother comes n this is was he tells me:
Justin: wat r u making??
Me: chocolate chip brownies
Justin: is that the one u made last time?
Me: yup
Justin: oh. Its really chocolaty (spell?) yeah?
Me: yeah
Justin: can u take out some chocolate chips?
Me: *thinking wth* uhh...how would i do that though..its already in the mix. haha
Justin: Well cant u pluck them out??
-__-

ok so that was more funny in real life, it sounds stupid on here. haha.

hmm...practice tomorrow. ahh..gonna get lost in my charts. esp. the flag feature n all that stuff in that part. I barely know where I'm going. haha, fun.

FRICKIN DOUBLE PERIODS tomorrow n friday! dam hiccups test. shit. haha. im gonna die of boredom in my classes esp patria n sakamoto n fugman n kawana. haha yeah that was all my teachers except chorus n english..where we have the test so duh.

ohh yeah...so today in chorus murph told us his dream he had. hahaha it was really WEIRD n InTeReStInG. LOL.

u know wat sux? practically everything. y do i always have such complicated thoughts n confusion? shit. i feel like im slowly getting locked into a bubble of thought...and soon wont be able to escape it.  
...its everything i could possibly want, yet everything i can never have...
nm...screw that thought no one even knows wth im talkin bouts ne ways.

I wanna go back to NY already!! haha

ok I should go now. this entry is too long (like always =P) byebye!

beware, this is gonna be a long entry. haha. but to try keep it shorter, I won't go too much into detail. So if you wanna know more, then you gotta ask me. =P

NYC was AWESOME!!! =D Even though I was sick almost the entire trip, I still had FUN. I LOVE New York.

So this is all the things we got to do/see there:
-Empire State Building ... awesome view!!
-Juilliard School ... very expensive, based on audition, a VERY good school
-Shopping ... muchos FUN
-Statue of Liberty ... very kewl
-Ellis Island ... very interesting/educational
-Ground Zero and South Street Seaport ... 2 things I had missed
-3 broadway shows: The Lion King, Aida, Beauty and the Beast ... all great, Aida was the BEST!!
-Broadway open house tour, TRL .. 2 more things i missed (that day I had a fever of 102.5)
-Manhattan TV tour ... that was aight
-Broadway Workshop ... extremely fun!! got to sing, learn a dance to part of Miss. Saigon, and got to read lines from plays.
-Bronx Zoo ... really kewl, ohhh and me and kara got a REALLY close up pix of a crane. LOL. I was sad though cuz their butterfly zone was closed. haha
-Rockefeller Center ... kewl
-Lion King backstage tour ... awesome, got to learn about the history of the building, and got to go on the stage. (lots more..but yeah..)
-Central Park ... VERY nice, I love that park
-FAO Schwartz ... not as big as i thought it would be, but still kewl. lots of cute stuffed animals. haha
-Lazer Park!!! that was AWESOME!! I had so much fun there! even though my scores sucked!
-taping of the Carolyn Rhea show ... that was so much fun. shes really nice.

ohh yeah..it was also interesting/kewl seeing murph act really young and hyper. hahaha. fun.
hmm...and riding on subway was pretty dam kewl also.

okay so I really like NYC. I definetely would not mind living there one day. hmm...I'm now considering trying to get into NYU. but idk yet. haha.

ne ways, I am soooo behind on routines n charts, so not even funny. and today i woke up...my arms are fucking sore...im so outta shape das y. so blah. ahhh and i must practice, so very behind...ahhh. haha.

ok whoa very long entry. whoever read all of it gets 2 eprops! LOL!  =P

oh and btw...HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to Grant!

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I finally attempted to fix up my xanga. so now the bg is a night view of NY I found on the internet. It looks pretty kewl huh?! wells I hope it is actually showing up! haha

Sunday 3-16-03

yay!! i leave to NYC tom.!!!! =D =D =D =D its gonna be soooooooo much fun!!

only junk part is that...
i'm sick!! grrrr. i always get sick b4 trips. so my neck is sore, have a bad headache, dont feel like eating ne thin, n yeah..
frick. =(

so ne ways, i hope every1 enjoys their spring break!!

hmm..ohh yeah so i've had xanga for 382 days. hahaha.

ohh yeah...soph. banq. last nite was muchos fun!! first one to sell out in 10 years...ohh yeah!!! haha. so then theres was good times, n there was crappy times. our group pix is gonna come out nice. hmm, stag sucks ass. im not goin stag again. well unless every1 does, then its fun. but when only sum of your group stags, it just sucks. lol.

ok so now im gonna go...byebye ppls!

..but you dont even know im alive..

Wednesday 3-12-03

ahhh...stress! ok..breathe..haha. so then we have our oedipus final..essay. frick..only got tom. to finish it up in CLASS, since we can't take it home to work on. shit. i SUCK at writing essays!! and if i do bad on it..im prolly gonna get a B! dammit. hmm then stupid bio worksheets, wth...the pix all look the same to me, so i guessed on the stage orders (educated guesses that is..lol). ohh and the other worksheet, wth..confusing me. i hate science. n y the h do we use an honors bio book in regular bio?! stupid i tell ya. cuz yeah..im dumb. haha. ohh well, i dont think my bio grade would drop to a B...it better not. shit. hmm..oh and i think i got a B on my geom test..grr..so blah..that stupid analytical proof or wateva the h it was.

ok enough bouts skool. so guard...weird but kewl angled toss..mines needs work. haha. frick gonna miss like 4 pract. cuz of trip. gonna be behind..=(. dam, im gonna be so outta shape when we get back. cuz i think guard is wat keeps me in shape. i should take my flag wit me! hahaha yeah rite..i'd be like in the hotel room twirling..breakin everythin, n not gettin sleep. LOL. well not like i've been getting much sleep lately ne ways. so y the h am i still at my comp typing this?? i really should go find qoutes in the book to use for my essay..and plan out wat to write about, implant it in my head so i dont forget by the time i go skool tom.

ohh so besides all that stuffs bout skool, more fricken drama. wtf. i so seriously thought everythin ended, all was getting better. now sumthin else pops up...n blah. shit. im so not happy ne more. everythin is jus crap rite now. f.

aights im jus rambling now...so im gonna go! nites!

...wish i could be the one...

my stupid bg isnt showing up..or is it? jus not on my comp? ohh wells i dont think my music works either. dammit. i'll fix it sum other day..